Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Loveless Eyes

Loveless Eyes

by Maher Ramos

loveless eye's lusting for change.
my eye's found love in you.
Leave me now but love me later no
hope no glimmer of a future
endeavor i thought i
would always find that
in your emerald eye's
like a crystal ball
they told my future
and i could not deny still young
woman must live her
life in your loveless eye's i found
nothing but lie's
biggest fear the
most dread in your
loveless eye's i'am dead.
Copyright © 2009

She Has Changed

She Has Changed

by Maher Ramos

How she has changed
How fate changed course
My heart filled with remorse
What could have i done what could i say
To keep your feelings the same as before
To once again be adored and showered with love
To speak your name to live as one again
Who's to blame is this my destruction
my shame my purpose in meeting you or just
one of heaven's most interesting games
Flame untamable, fire as pain.
From these ashes my heart i must reclaim
Oh how she has changed
Copyright © 2009

Speaking in silence

Speaking in silence

by Maher Ramos on Friday, July 10, 2009 at 7:50pm
Speaking in silence


i see you and i call you over but you walk on by

the distinct aroma of your hair dancing in the breeze and burning my eyes

called you to see if your changed your mind voicemail told me you was there but did not have the time

I love you i speak these words all the time but your eyes waver looking for the right disposition to lie frankly , if that can even possibly be done to someone with whom you shared a great sum

words fall into the drain like so much memories of fun once had now it's all about anger and oppression so i guess the past is the past

You was for me i told you steadfast

But I'm speaking in silence of the wishes you no longer grasp


the woman i knew is dead maybe i should speak to her instead

she heard in silence what i once said ,understood and gave me the chance instead

to be believed

but now i speak in silence so i feel like i bereave and mourn the death of one persons new beginning and of my new end

heart on loan

heart on loan

by Maher Ramos on Friday, July 10, 2009 at 7:52pm
Suppose i gave you a heart on loan

would you feel prone to take it out

explore its innards ,take it apart

Tag up on it's walls so those that come after you

Can see you and take a dramatic pause

would you do this without cause

i have a explanation that make's tears fall

See that heart i loan you came with a price

The memory of you feels like taxation with out representation

with the interest rate very high

the valves pinched its devoid of life

I can feel that you thrown it in a fire that you constantly ignite

Maybe out of spite to remind that you took whats mines

now i can never feel bliss

All because i told you here take this.....it's all i have to give :(

Disoriented

Disoriented

by Maher Ramos on Monday, November 30, 2009 at 3:29pm
i could shift the world make it spin on a different axis, the words the emotion's would only make you think I'am blasted

lost in the waste its sinfull how its tastefull to look at your face

see for so long i wanted your embrace but now touching you is like laying on a bed of snakes

who shall strike ?

the composure is eratic becuase I'am with you out of spite .....

whats lost is lost it can never be regained I have seen myself drove mad by explaining the unexplained

see i can live in chains or refrain from ever menchioning your name ...

as ever it finds its way to my lips its sickens people to hear the remainder of a love that was so sick

so which way should i slip into my own or your everlasting eternal grip

IT Takes alot

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:32am
Friday, April 04, 2008

IT Takes alot
Category: Life
its funny how spring rolls around and when you single you wish and hope you had that .....overated .. a relationship can be defined today as a stream of lust followed by selfishness and controll chain and ball has never been truer but they tell you to work it out work what out everyone is your negative you ..your self is your only positive in this world

DONT BE WIT SOMEONE LIKE YOU

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:44am
DONT BE WIT SOMEONE LIKE YOU

i understand who i am i met myself once i dated my self fell in love wit myself but i should have known i would break my own heart ..... i didnt care for myself and i took advantage of myself sometimes i do stuff to hurtt myself just becuase i hate myself i pretend to wanna help my self out but i dont i like self denial i lie tomyself every chance i get cause i know i know the truth i will even call myself out on the truth but i know myself is in denial and i will just ignore myself and put up wit myself just a lil longer

wicked smile

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:45am
Thursday, October 05, 2006

wicked smile
i know you all to well all the mysterious lies and adventures ....the wicked smile the chance at redemption unwanted ....i know you all too welll your just like me thats why i can never trust you

Calm Down

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:46am
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

calm down
Current mood: crushed
started the morning with a heavy heart sad and willing to break this is hard the year is gonna be hard coming home is gonna be hard ....wtf life is hard ....tonight i will go to that secret place in my soul and talk wit the demons and angels seee how they feel about me about you about him about her about them and overall about the end

Torrent of discord

Torrent of discord

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 6:18am
Thursday, June 01, 2006

Torrent of discord
Current mood: determined
"life changes and best friends become strangers" the world keeps rolling we are all spinning head first into death what you do with that time your just spinning is up to you but remember since we all in the pot doesnt mean that those of us that are water and those of us that are oil cant respect each other on terms amicable and respectable as to allow the passage of time to be at the very least .....enjoyable or steadfast you may live to regret your desicions

cause some people never learn that bullshyt can never be perfected .....only prolonged and accepted for as long as it is served on a nice plate -mal_entendido

Betray

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 6:28am
Thursday, June 01, 2006

betray
Current mood: aggravated
see what hurts about betrayel is that the situation can only be referd to by that name if what was done to was done by someone you know and care about and in that my friend is the wonderfull part becuase betrayel put a cork on all of your social relationships even if you say you dont judge or that you give people the benefit of the doubt its all crap becuase some how some way you will judge you will assume and you will observe before you do anything because if you dont your a fool!!!! you learned nothing from the last time you was betrayd so yes please do judge please do question and yes observe and take into account humans are stupid creatures and tend to repeat there mistakes watch them its amusing to watch them fuck up but leave them to there own devices never let there fuck ups affect you

Captive

captive

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 6:29am
Monday, May 29, 2006

captive
Current mood: weird
i wanna do it all yet have no idea what it is that i want to do the desert looms and i feel as tho time is rushing yet in a complete stand still maybe i wanna stand still maybe iam tired of life moving so fast my age is rising my son is growing so fast my parents and sibling are aging ...my love life is fading my dreams melting my creativity has turned into a drip when it used to flow ...... my thought processs is substanderd no longer calm cool or calculating ...shyt no longer adventurous wild and out of controll doing shyt and thinking about it later ....now its just zombie mode the spark is gone the flame fizzild the building collapsed ....maybe i been a good boy for too long time to do something bad

Modern Times

Modern Times

by Maher Ramos on Tuesday, January 19, 2010 at 11:34am
Feeling old today ..... i just realized i have lived through two decades was here for a millenium (Y2K lol ) A attack on US soil (9/11) 4 wars (desert storm,the bosnian genocide,Iraqi Freedom, Enduring freedom(afghanistan). several other genocides in africa (somalia , sudan). Several disasters (Japan quake, itlaian quake ,haitian quake,katrina,the tsunami that hit the east, .....iam scared maybe these truly are the last days ....while you pray for haiti dont forget to pray for the world!!!

i miss you

By Maher Ramos · Saturday, May 22, 2010
when someone who was wise strong and totatly somone u can look up 2 not in epic ways for their impact on the world but for what they accomplished in your heart soul and mind, a personal accomplishment not on the individualist level but more for its namesake .....a personal level dies your left with out a infinite source of wisdom and passion ...

Iam back !!

well its been a while but iam back i have decided to post all my old stuff i could find on my computer and get to work on the new stuff enjoy whoever reads this