Wednesday, November 10, 2010

IT Takes alot

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:32am
Friday, April 04, 2008

IT Takes alot
Category: Life
its funny how spring rolls around and when you single you wish and hope you had that .....overated .. a relationship can be defined today as a stream of lust followed by selfishness and controll chain and ball has never been truer but they tell you to work it out work what out everyone is your negative you ..your self is your only positive in this world

DONT BE WIT SOMEONE LIKE YOU

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:44am
DONT BE WIT SOMEONE LIKE YOU

i understand who i am i met myself once i dated my self fell in love wit myself but i should have known i would break my own heart ..... i didnt care for myself and i took advantage of myself sometimes i do stuff to hurtt myself just becuase i hate myself i pretend to wanna help my self out but i dont i like self denial i lie tomyself every chance i get cause i know i know the truth i will even call myself out on the truth but i know myself is in denial and i will just ignore myself and put up wit myself just a lil longer

wicked smile

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:45am
Thursday, October 05, 2006

wicked smile
i know you all to well all the mysterious lies and adventures ....the wicked smile the chance at redemption unwanted ....i know you all too welll your just like me thats why i can never trust you

Calm Down

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 5:46am
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

calm down
Current mood: crushed
started the morning with a heavy heart sad and willing to break this is hard the year is gonna be hard coming home is gonna be hard ....wtf life is hard ....tonight i will go to that secret place in my soul and talk wit the demons and angels seee how they feel about me about you about him about her about them and overall about the end

Torrent of discord

Torrent of discord

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 6:18am
Thursday, June 01, 2006

Torrent of discord
Current mood: determined
"life changes and best friends become strangers" the world keeps rolling we are all spinning head first into death what you do with that time your just spinning is up to you but remember since we all in the pot doesnt mean that those of us that are water and those of us that are oil cant respect each other on terms amicable and respectable as to allow the passage of time to be at the very least .....enjoyable or steadfast you may live to regret your desicions

cause some people never learn that bullshyt can never be perfected .....only prolonged and accepted for as long as it is served on a nice plate -mal_entendido

Betray

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 6:28am
Thursday, June 01, 2006

betray
Current mood: aggravated
see what hurts about betrayel is that the situation can only be referd to by that name if what was done to was done by someone you know and care about and in that my friend is the wonderfull part becuase betrayel put a cork on all of your social relationships even if you say you dont judge or that you give people the benefit of the doubt its all crap becuase some how some way you will judge you will assume and you will observe before you do anything because if you dont your a fool!!!! you learned nothing from the last time you was betrayd so yes please do judge please do question and yes observe and take into account humans are stupid creatures and tend to repeat there mistakes watch them its amusing to watch them fuck up but leave them to there own devices never let there fuck ups affect you

Captive

captive

by Maher Ramos on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 6:29am
Monday, May 29, 2006

captive
Current mood: weird
i wanna do it all yet have no idea what it is that i want to do the desert looms and i feel as tho time is rushing yet in a complete stand still maybe i wanna stand still maybe iam tired of life moving so fast my age is rising my son is growing so fast my parents and sibling are aging ...my love life is fading my dreams melting my creativity has turned into a drip when it used to flow ...... my thought processs is substanderd no longer calm cool or calculating ...shyt no longer adventurous wild and out of controll doing shyt and thinking about it later ....now its just zombie mode the spark is gone the flame fizzild the building collapsed ....maybe i been a good boy for too long time to do something bad

Modern Times

Modern Times

by Maher Ramos on Tuesday, January 19, 2010 at 11:34am
Feeling old today ..... i just realized i have lived through two decades was here for a millenium (Y2K lol ) A attack on US soil (9/11) 4 wars (desert storm,the bosnian genocide,Iraqi Freedom, Enduring freedom(afghanistan). several other genocides in africa (somalia , sudan). Several disasters (Japan quake, itlaian quake ,haitian quake,katrina,the tsunami that hit the east, .....iam scared maybe these truly are the last days ....while you pray for haiti dont forget to pray for the world!!!

i miss you

By Maher Ramos · Saturday, May 22, 2010
when someone who was wise strong and totatly somone u can look up 2 not in epic ways for their impact on the world but for what they accomplished in your heart soul and mind, a personal accomplishment not on the individualist level but more for its namesake .....a personal level dies your left with out a infinite source of wisdom and passion ...

Iam back !!

well its been a while but iam back i have decided to post all my old stuff i could find on my computer and get to work on the new stuff enjoy whoever reads this